writtenbyfawwazafiq

" Once upon a time, she left me. 

She left me sick. 

I swear to be strong. 

I get up. 

But deep in my heart I died a little inside. "

that's what we tend to do in most of the times

only sometimes we don't realise it

sad but true

Kalau kau putus asa pun hidup ini tetap berjalan. 

Masa tetap berjalan. 

Pekerja tetap pergi kerja. Budak-budak tetap pergi sekolah. 

Yang patut mati tetap mati. 

Bayi tetap lahir. 

Kau tetap celik dari tidur. 

Tak ada yang berhenti kalau kau berhenti. 

Nak tak nak kau kena sabar, kena percaya, sebab itu saja yang kau ada, itu saja yang dapat mengubah benda. 

Sabar!!!

The good thing about pain? 

It helps you grow :)

Assalamualaikum kepada semua pembaca  :)

Alhamdulillah, syukur kehadrat ilahi kerana akhirnya, aku telah berjaya menamatkan pengajian dalam program diploma kejuruteraan kimia di UiTM.

Aku juga bersyukur,  sepanjang pengajian aku, aku sering mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang setiap semester dan melayakkan aku untuk mendapat ANC (VICE CHANCELLOR AWARD), berkat usaha bersama rakan-rakan serta doa kedua ibubapa aku dan rezeki yang diberikan olehNya.

Aku ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada semua yang telah membantu aku menamatkan pengajian aku ini, kepada ibubapa ku, terima kasih di atas doa dan dorongan dan banyak lagi perkara yang tidak akan pernah dapat ku balas, terima kasih untuk semua! kepada pensyarah pensyarah, terima kasih di atas ilmu ilmu yang telah diberikan, kepada kawan kawan, terima kasih kerana sentiasa ada untuk aku!

Kepada si jantung hati, Siti Sarah binti Azmi, thank you for coming into my life and giving me joy, for the memories, for everything !
 am currently missing you so much, can't wait for us to meet again in Shah Alam, in sha Allah.

Itu je untuk post kali ini, until next time, 
Assalamualaikum.

See what i got her !

Assalamualaikum and hi to all readers. 

Dah lama sangat tak update blog ni! 

Cik Siti Sarah dah banyak kali suruh updata blog, nak baca katanya but, well, i was lazy =P 

However tonight i'm feeling a little bored so i might as well do some writing to get rid of the boredom. :) 

 The things i want to talk tonight is about my fifth semester - 

what i have gone through and how awesome it was. 

 The first one is about my everyday life! 

During my 5th sem, i lived alone in the hostel while all my close friends lived outside. 

The idea of living alone without friends should make everyone feels bored but i was not! 

This is because despite living far from friends, i still have my precious, Cik Siti Sarah binti Azmi. :P 

She stayed just next to my hostel, Duyung B while i stayed at Duyung A. 

We keep each other company everyday ! We went to class together, we had breakfast, lunch and dinner together, went to test together, study together. So yeah, we pretty much did everything together ! 

The thought of going even just a day without her is just very sad and weird. 

Well, call me a clingy boyfriend or whatsoever, i don't mind. :P

Honestly,this is the highlight of my fifth semester :)

 The next thing i wanna talk about is about the activities i joined during the 5th sem. 

 The first one is Sukan Antara Fakulti (SAF).

SAF is a sport competition where each faculty will compete with each other and the faculty with the highest point wins. 

To be honest, i don't want to get involve with this at all but due to the lack of people in my faculty, EVERYONE has to participate in at least one competition. 

I choosed to take part in MERDEKA MARCH and LARIAN SAF. 

 Merdeka march held at night, around 8pm to 12 am in order to celebrate the opening ceremony of SAF and Malaysian Independence Day. 

 Larian saf is a 7km marathon which is held early in the morning. 

My faculty 

won the 3rd place in Merdeka march and i lost in the larian saf but hey ! at least i cleared it :P

The next one is industrial visit to Malayan Adhesive and Chemical @ Shah Alam.

The visit is compulsory for one of my subject which is chemical reaction engineering. 

The purpose of the visit is to look and observe in detail on how do the reactors operate. 

Here are some pictures from the trip!

The third one is Thesis Proposal Defence! 

First of all, what you need to know is, us Diploma Chemical Engineering students doesn't have any work practical courses, but we have to do a final year project instead. 

Is it an individual project and each person is given one supervisor. 

I'm lucky i get a great supervisor. 

I mean, she is open to all of my opinions and she let me choose my own title for my project. 

After some discussion with her, i decided to make an adsorbate. 

My project title is 'Adsorption of Remazol Red 3BS Dye with Treated Sugarcane Bagasse with Formaldehyde and Sulphuric acid'. 

 A little introduction on my project : Korang tahu x pasal industri textile? Okay kita ambil satu contoh, salah satu hasil industri ini adalah kain batik. Tahu tak macam mana kain batik itu di proses sebelum dapat corak corak dan warna warna yang fancy dan cantik tu? Salah satu proses yang akan akan dilalui oleh kain itu ada DYEING. Kain itu akan di celup dengan air warna(dye) sehingga dapat warna yg di inginkan. Selepas itu air warna tersebut akan di buang ke dalam longkang atau sungai. Ini akan menyebab kan pencemaran kerana dye ini, walaupun kuantiti nya sedikit tapi pencemaran nya jelas kita boleh nampak. Jadi dalam project ini, aku akan menggunakan hampas tebu untuk membaiki air air yang tercemar dek oleh dye tersebut. Hampas tebu itu akan di proses dgn chemicals ( formaldehyde dan sulphuric acid ) dan selepas itu akan di gunakan untuk menyerap dye dye di dalam air yang tercemar itu. 

Haa, that is a little introduction on my final year project. 

So next sem i will be struggling to finish this project but what comes next is harder, the thesis writing! 

 Lastly the thing i wanna talk about is my 5th semester result! 

My 5th result was, well to me, was disappointing. 

I expected it to be higher but, i reap what i sow :P 

However the good news is, we both ( sarah and i ) get dean list again this sem ! 

I'm so happy for it ! 

One more dean list and i'll get Anugerah Naik Canselor :) 

So here is my result!

As expected, B+ for my ETR ( HEY I'M REALLY BAD AT READING SUBJECT !) 

and sadly, B+ for unit operation too. 

The subject was hard, really really really hard but i have confidence in myself, i thought i can get an A for it. Oh well, too bad :/ 

Gotta do better for next sem, afterall next sem is the last sem! 

Next sem kita belajar sama sama and dapat dekan sama sama lagi ye cik siti sarah :)

 So thats all for tonight. 

Dah panjang rasanya aku menulis ni so congrats to all the people who managed to read until this far. hahaha. See you again in the next entry. 

Selamat malam, may peace be upon you !

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera =)

mcr galok !

nyanyi lepas tension

tarik ckek =p

irfan ! lagu jiwang la tuu =p

and lastly!

I just got my 4th sem results early this morning.

alhamdulillah i got my 4th dean list.

I'm happy, of course, and thankful to Allah, and everyone that helped me, lecturers and friends

and what made me happier was when I received a text message from her, she said, she got into the dean list too !

although she was not in front of me, but from the text content, I can see that she was very very happy !

everything was worth it, us studying together. 

berbasah basah kena hujan nak pergi library,

berbasah basah kena hujan nak pergi bilik madam,

bersejuk sejuk di dalam library ?

haha.

the point is, in the end, it was worth it !

and once again, alhamdulillah, thank you to all my lecturers, madam haslina, madam 'uyun, madam tahirah, sir azmi and sir zoqri !

lastly, here is the drill 

Assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera ! 

I'm back ! it's been such a long time since I last updated my blog.

so my first entry after my long long blog vacation is a summary on what I have gone through during my 4th semester in UiTM :)

1. NACES

In my previous post, I have talked about NACES, a gathering for chemical engineering students.

so sometime in December last year, we went to UTM Sekudai, Johor to join the event.

it was fun! I made new friends, interact with people from different Unis, and learn much more knowledge about the profession known as ' Chemical Engineer ' .

oh and I did participate in one of the competition, the Technical Essay Writting 

and yes, I lost T_T 

BUT !!

my team I did placed first in explorace and I was the team leader ! =D .

well yeah, I lost in the main competition, but still, NACES was a great experience and lets hope we can meet again next year, NACES ! 

here are some pictures at the NACES ! 

2. Kolokium Penyelidikan Pelajar


In my previous post too, I have expressed my sadness happiness of me being forced to be a project leader.
the project was named ' Kolokium Penyelidikan Pelajar '.
so what was this colloquium for?
it was for the final year students to present,display and share their final year's project results.
as my first time being a project leader, it wasn't easy, I was scared .
I doubted myself that I can handle such big responsibility.
but alhamdulillah, I have great friends and lecturers, who helped me a lot to make this event a success!


lastly, pictures !

tahniah! pemenang poster terbaik

bilik gerakan =p

sekitar kolokium

nasi briani + ayam merah + tembikai, sedap !

hilang penat lelah lepas semua ckp good job..hee..

3. Family Day


There's nothing much no say about this, because I didn't took part in any games at all. haha! =p
but yeah, it was fun.
it was hard for us to gather together because some stays inside the college and some stays outside
so this event gave us the opportunity to gather and have fun together  =)


and! here are the pictures

Me, with jambang ! haha

Us together, tapi ramai yang x datang =|

During my fourth semester, I have to live outside the college .
as I didn't have any means of transportation, I have to depend on my friends to go to class or any place
and it was a pain in the ass ! 
so, to make my life easier, I decided that in the fifth semester, I have to be the college's resident.
it was supposed to be impossible for me to be a college's resident, because I didn't collect any merit at all.
but there was actually a way, which was filling the empty secretary spot for my faculty's club
 and now, here I am, a secretary for Chemical Engineering and Student Society. haha! =D
I have never been a secretary before so I think this will be a good experience for me.
and as a result :

duyung ! =)

NACES, colloquium, family day and college.
that all for this post,
stay tune for the next entry ! 


Bonus picture !

the happiest moment in 4th sem, us, pergi date=p

may peace be upon you =)

Today i caught myself smiling for no reason... then i realized i was thinking about you :)


p.s : it's more like everyday than just today. hee. 

One evening I was parked in front of the mall wiping off my car. I had just come from the car wash and was waiting for my wife to finish work. Coming my way from across the parking lot was what society would consider a bum. From the looks of him he had no car, no home, no clean clothes and no money.

There are times when you feel generous, but there are times that you just don't want to be bothered. This was one of the "Don't want to be bothered" times! " Hope he doesn't ask me for money," I thought. He didn't. He came and sat on the curb in front of the bus stop and he didn't look like he could have enough money to even ride the bus.

After a few minutes he spoke. "That's a very nice car," he said. He was ragged, but had an air of dignity around him. I said "Thanks," and continued wiping off my car. He sat there quietly as I worked. The expected plea for money never came. As the silence between us widened, something inside said, "Ask him if he needs any help." I was sure that he would say yes, but I held true to the inner voice.

"Do you need any help?" I asked. He answered in three simple but profound words that I shall never forget. We often look for wisdom in great accomplishments. I expect it from those of higher learning and accomplishments. I expected nothing but an outstretched grimy hand. He spoke three words that shook me, "Don't we all?" he said. I needed help. Maybe not for bus fare or a place to sleep, but I needed help. I reached in my wallet and gave him not only enough for bus fare but enough to get a warm meal and shelter for the day.

Those three little words still ring true. No matter how much you have, no matter how much you have accomplished, you need help too. No matter how little you have, no matter how loaded you are with problems, even without money or a place to sleep, you can give help. Even if it's just a compliment, you can give that!

You never know when you may see someone that appears to have it all. They are waiting on you to give them what they don't have. A different perspective on life, a glimpse of something beautiful, a respite from daily chaos, that only you, through a torn world can see.