writtenbyfawwazafiq: April 2011

Do'a for all my Friends!

Saturday, April 30, 2011

i found this do'a on Tengku Shahrom's facebook

it's a very beautiful do'a

Dear Allah, I do not know of all the challenges my friends are facing, but You know everything. I hear their silence, but You hear their plead. I see them laughing, but You see their tears. I see when they give, but You see what has been taken from them. I see their lively outward appearance, but You see the scars in their soul. I experience their faith, but You know their doubts. So please give us everything we need, guide us to the correct path, strengthen our Iman, bless us abundantly for all times to come. Thank you Allah!

seringkali kita melihat luaran je dan tigak mengetahui apa sebenarnya yang mereka lalui dan perlukan

semoga segala urusan sahabat sahabatku dipermudahkanNya

LESSONS ON LIFE

Friday, April 29, 2011

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There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.

The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen.

The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life.

He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season, and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure, joy, and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end, when all the seasons are up.

If you give up when it's winter, you will miss the promise of your spring, the beauty of your summer, fulfillment of your fall.

Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest. Don't judge life by one difficult season. Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later.

"... eye had not seen, nor ear heard... the things which GOD had prepared for them that love Him."

Have a wonderful morning and a great day ahead!

failure

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

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i think i just ruined my process's chemistry paper.haha

amek mudah sangat,banyak yang ak x baca keluar

amat amat tension waktu menjawab tadi

i don't know wether i can get an A or not :(

hai failure,dah lama ak x jumpa kau,agak agak kalau kau datang,ak kuat x nak go through kau ek?

but papepun,i won't repeat the same mistake untuk this coming organic's paper

i won't

x pernah kenal erti bahagia

namunku masih gembira

bagiku rahmat SEMUAnya :)

friends

Saturday, April 23, 2011

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“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

missing everyone :)

give thanks to Allah..

Monday, April 18, 2011

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Alhamdulillah

i scored highest for test 2 organic chemistry :)

but unfortunately,ak jatuh sakit,ak demam

semalam still okay tapi harini macam makin melarat je

apa apa pun,pagi tadi ak tetap pergi study with mar and sarah

study process and organic chemistry

buat past year,amat amat susah :(

but xpe,slowly buat,insyaAllah boleh..

and then,this evening juga ak pergi interview yang miss fiza conduct

fuh,best kot kena interview,siap di rakam lagi xD

hehe

and lepas interview tu sepatutnya plan nak pergi pizza dengan mar and sarah

tapi x jadi,sebab da lewat ( pukul 5 lebih camtu ) and nampak hari macma nak hujan

well,xpela,sebab ak pun x larat tadi

lainkali kte pergi eyhh :)

soo,that's all,fawwaz afiq,reporting from dungun,hee,:)

what letting go really means

Sunday, April 17, 2011

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To "let go" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.

To "let go" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.

To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands, but in God's.

To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most possible out of myself.

To "let go" is not to care for, but care about.

To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being, as we all are.

To "let go" is not to be in the middle, arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.

To "let go" is not to deny, but to accept.

To "let go" is not to nag, scold, fuss, or argue; but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to live for today and grow for the future.

To "let go" is to fear less and to love more.

This is to remind you and myself that each one of us has things in our life beyond our control – and often the healthy thing is to let go... in the proper way.

target

Saturday, April 16, 2011

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final paper starts on 20 april - calculus

and last paper is on 29 april - organic

idk na target apa but overall what i hoped is just a result that when my parents look,they won't be sad..

tapi of course la target paling tinggi is 4 flat kan?

nak jadi terbaik bahagian part 2

ouhh,cuma terfikir,kalau la dapat tu,how happy my parents would be,dah naikkan semangat ak

eventough they aren't here,just thinking of them keep me motivated :)

Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku, KAU permudahkanlah segala urusanku

abc with friends! :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

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petang tadi ada date!

dengan mar and sarah.haha

pergi makan abc and keropok kat gadung :)

mar belanja abc woo

ak bayar keropok je

so lepas ini turn sarah plak belanja.haha

tomorrow kena present about our research on euthanasia

we have to present our arguement wether we in favour or against the act of euthanasia

it's for our lecturer's project,so yeah,we will do our best to help you miss fiza xD

ahh,lupa pula,pagi tadi last class untuk calculus

huhu,miss syazni,i'm really going to miss you

you're a great lecturer,and a great friend,no doubt

banyak story ak share dgn dia,dia pun ada share jgk story dia dgn ak,but let it be our secret kan?:)

and kelakar la bila miss ckp,na minta maaf,kat fawwaz,banyak gaduh time math,bercanggah idea dan pendapat.haha

well dalam kelas dia,ak suka gila argue dgn dia about maths xD

kadang kadang saje je na sakat dia.hehe

tp esok kte jumpa lagi kan miss,ntk final test for calculus

and ak still x ready for that test,x baca pape pun lagi

tonight kena start!serious!haha xD

idk what to say,thank god for opening my eyes :)

last

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

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tadi last kelas CTU dengan ustazah

sedih bila waktu last tu ustazah ckp kat ak

"fawwaz,ingat,jaga rakan rakan eyh"

story

Sunday, April 10, 2011

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A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use

while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the

rest on the operational track.

The train is coming, and you are just beside the track interchange. You can

make the train change its course to the disused track and save most of the

kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused

track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way?

Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could

make.

Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and sacrifice

only one child. You might think the same way, I guess. Exactly, to save

most of the children at the expense of only one child was rational decision

most people would make, morally and emotionally. But, have you ever thought

that the child choosing to play on the disused track had in fact made the

right decision to play at a safe place?

Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends who

chose to play where the danger was. This kind of dilemma happens around us

everyday. In the office, community, in politics and especially in a

democratic society, the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of

the majority, no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how

farsighted and knowledgeable the minority are. The child who chose not to

play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined. And in the case

he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

The great critic Leo Velski Julian who told the story said he would not try

to change the course of the train because he believed that the kids playing

on the operational track should have known very well that track was still

in use, and that they should have run away if they heard the train's

sirens. If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die

because he never thought the train could come over to that track! Moreover,

that track was not in use probably because it was not safe. If the train

was diverted to the track, we could put the lives of all passengers on

board at stake! And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one

child, you might end up sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few

kids.

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to be

made, we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right

one.

'Remember that what's right isn't always popular... and what's popular

isn't always right.'

Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils.

Struggle to be free.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

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A man found a cocoon of a butterfly, that he brought home.

One day a small opening appeared he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours. It struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no farther.

So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily, but, it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. He continued to watch the butterfly, he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and the body would contract. Neither happened!

In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It was never able to fly.

The man acted with well-intentioned kindness but he didn't understand the consequences. The restricting cocoon and the struggle required to get through the tiny opening, were nature's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as we could have been and we could never fly. So the next time you are faced with an obstacle, a challenge, or a problem, remember the butterfly. Struggle a little - then fly!

HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD!

busy busy busy week!

Friday, April 8, 2011

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aahh

too much work,too little time

currently making speech untuk hari selasa nanti

last class for CTU

ustazah suruh ak buat a speech mewakili satu kelas

hmm,a bit sad to be apart from ustazah since dah banyak ilmu dia kasi

x lupa jgk,banyak dah nasihat yang dia selalu kasi setiap minggu..

yang ak still ingat jelas is when she asked us,sepanjang hidup ni,berapa kali pernah ada rasa rindu pada rasulullah?

ya Allah,bila dia tanya tu,terus rasa sayu je..sedih..:(

"sabar bila kita x sukakan/benci seseorang,kerana pada dia sebenarnya mungkin terdapat lebih banyak kebaikan daripada keburukan tetapi mata kita just dikaburi oleh keburukan dia yang kita nampak.macam dalam hidup,bila gaduh je,often kita nampak just keburukan orang,padahal kita always take them for granted,kita langsung x sedar kebaikan seseorang itu and bila hilang,baru kita sedar,kan?well,sekadar peringatan,sebab bila apa apa terjadi,kita xkan dapat patahkan masa balik :)"

juga nasihat yang pernah di beri oleh ustazah ak,pernah post sebelum ni kan :)

and dinner last night was so so

bukannya apa,dalam dewan tu ada 100 lebih orang,and half of that is part 2 students which is us

so memang x banyak la persembahan,semua persembahan part 2 je buat

and lagi satu,kteorg part 2 memang dah selalu buat aktiviti together so kalau setakat dinner ni,aktiviti lain yang kteorg pernah buat lagi best lah

huhu

but still,it was fun lahh

amek gambar semua

but still x dapat nak upload lagi gambar

gambar banyak pada girls

rasanya ak bergambar paling banyak dengan mar kot semalam

haha